| i hate school. its not that i lazy and dont like to learn. i enjoy learning things. but things w e have to learn and things that are so stressed seem pointless and have ruined my academic life. I personally believe in self exploration. i think we should lern basic stuff but somehtings should be left out and we need to be able to explore. of course some people are just lazy and dont want to learn anything. so not everyone can ever be happy and not every one can live a fulfilling life. i just hope i find some kind of meaning sometime. My academics have gone down the drain and i dont know what my life has come too. Altough central is supossed to be a good learning environment and teachers are supossed to be suportive i fill some teachers dont care which pisses me off. lazy teachers also piss me off because they are lazy and dont get in trouble but when the student is lazy nothing good can come out of it. I dont see much potential in my self to do anything now and wonder if there is any point in doing my7 school work. I can now see why some people make bad grades.anything i want to do isnt very practical so i just dont know what to do with my life. i also hate politcs and religion. Fuck the world |
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| well life is at a stand still right now, but i tend to fear change. It's saturaday and i will end up sitting at home. I guess you could say im anti social i dont know. I don't know what i want to do with my life. my parents want me to get good grades but do i want to do something academic. I enjoy intelegent conversations and learn interesting stuff but i dont want to kill my self with school work. school isnt even about learning its about how much work you can withstand. FUCK THE SYSTEM. So some of you are probably thinking this guy is emo. But what is emo. so i feel down but if someone is down why do you make them feel worse. why do people continuosly make fun of others because they think they are following a certain fad when in all reality they are just as worse as the person following a fad. Today it seems to me there is a fad. One person is "emo". Another person makes fun of them when they are just as "emo". Whats wrong with being emotional. When some one amkes fun of an emo person does that mean that they are never said and they think it is stupid that some is sad.
edit this entry makes me think. some might think war is wrong and i do but you always see people hurting others and they think its funny. So is war natural? I think humans a have killer instinct instinct. It makes so much sense. Now that i have wrote all this i feel a little better but no one will read this. So why do i write it? Tha fact that i want to be heard or the fact that i want people to feel how i feel and when i see some one who thinks differently i can't understand why they think differently so i talk which never works because as people we are stuburn and stick with what we believe. But this doesnt mean im not open minded. I consider other things and think about them but they don't make any sense. So then why should i even consider them. I wish i was a philosopher. Are there modern day philosophers or are they lost in time. Back when civilzation was young and knowledge was minimal. People refuse to let go of their beliefs so if i was a phiosopher i would end up so pissed because no one thought i was right. Humans fear change. Now im right back where i started. Im only human then. well im gone no more thinking |
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| so i've tought about it and im either going to sweden or spain. i would want to go to holland but thart woul d be pointless because i heard most people speak english anyways |
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I hate you fuckin athiests takin over our country. this is america and god blesses US. but you fuckwads have to mess everything up... makin us say happy holidays instead of merry christmas... you will rot in your grave and you'll like me pissing on it from heaven...fucker
Watch next season's nascar
God damn I love Jesus Christ
Fuck Athiests
JnN
Posted 12/11/2005 at 11:24 PM by Jesus_n_Nascar - delete - block user
The above comment is a prime example of why i can't be christian. For one atheist arnt takin over the country. or is gay marriage allowed in every state no i don't think so. I don't go around and leave messages to shristians saying there is no god but the poeple who are suppossed to be good leave rude comments. this person shouldn't be allowed in heaven. I am more wualified to go to heaven if it were based on morals.
Posted 12/12/2005 at 5:25 PM by ill_wear_the_dress - delete
people like this make me want to kill myself seroiusly because they are so one sided and can't see anything from any other angle. and they are also so ignorant that i would kill myself so i would never have to here anything so stupid ever again. why do people say they believe in god and are christians but don't follow through with christian acts. why can't people except other for who they are. it just makes me hate the world |
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